My friend once said I don’t look “gay enough” and that’s why I can’t find a girlfriend.
My gay-dar is nonexistent, I have a bad habit to fall for straight girls and once I made a fool of myself by asking another girl on my class if two other girls we’re a couple and they weren’t, and of course she told everyone I asked that. It was humiliating…
Booo. = _ = I’ve been feeling miserable lately. If you asked me what’s wrong, I’d tell it’s nothing and only everything’s bothering me.
I always wish people would talk to me but then I realise I’d be just my awkward self and say just something stupid and boring.
Wow… I had completely forgotten how easy and fun it is to just listen to Golden Bomber.. XD like Let’s Go KY and such songs… I really loved them like a year ago or so..and then I kinda forgot about them and even got annoyed when people spammed my dash with Golden Bomber. But now it’s going to change again..
I guess one GB song per day won’t kill me. XD
Wooo. I had a coolest dream last night, I was with my bff Jenna aka Social-Riot-Machine. We were in Helsinki and The Gazette was playing there that night. XD So we of course went to see them but there was so big crowd that we could only see the HUGE screen, not the actual band. *booo* They started playing Discharge when suddenly there were MADAO and MUSASABY on the stage! XD They just joined the show like nothing happened.. XD lol. Madao looked so badass there screaming with Ruki.. XD
yay! ..oh and before all that we were on a road trip..
I always write and plan to write long posts about me and my life and how anxious I feel.. but then I think people have bigger problems than mine and I don’t want to bother anyone..
ohohoho I’m a zebra. oh look there’s my art on the background!
What’s with Saga and Nao Switching names??
I’ve caught myself listening to old favourites like Miyavi, D’espairsRay and Dir en grey these days..
..all the melancholy and the angsty memories from my teen years are coming back.